I am Aerus; PeaceKeeper, SoothSayer, LightBringer. I have been stirred from my slumber by forces I do not yet know. I have taken it upon myself to investigate exactly who would dare such a dangerous mistake.
The first being I encounter on my quest for answers is Pain. Upon seeing me awakened, he attempts to flee. But a being as low as he cannot run from the one who brings Light. Pain trembles and cowers in my presence, but I mean him no harm unless it was he who disturbed my sleep. I calmly inquire if he has any knowledge about who awakened me, or why. Being one who walks with Light, I can detect deceit, so I can see that Pain is being
I'm hopelessly wrapped
Endlessly trapped
In the things I've said
Within my head
All this pain
Deep in my brain
Makes me crazy
Cause I can't save me
This love I feel
I always will
I'm not here
Without you near
I am PeaceKeeper, SoothSayer, Bringer of Light which holds Joy. Pain and Destruction, my mortal enemies, Chaos, our mutual friend. Darkness lurks ever so near. Waiting for a sign of weakness within me. Vigilant caution must I keep, lest I be overcome by Darkness. Once one has felt the touch of Darkness, one is forever lost in his tempting ways. LightBringer I am, I am charged with bringing Light to others, so that Light will shine ever brighter within me, keeping Darkness at bay. I do not claim to control Light, because Light cannot be controlled. I am merely a courier, a vessel, used to bring Light where she's needed. Light made me what I am
Impossible to Understand by SirAerus35, literature
Literature
Impossible to Understand
There will come a time in your life when you will become infatuated with one soul. For this person, you'd do anything and not think twice about it. But when asked why, you have no answer. You'll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do. But you'll never find out. And no matter how badly you hate it, or how badly it hurts, you'll love this person without regret for the rest of your life.
Hear the sage as his song descends
like heaven's rain or tears,
and washes the years, the dust of the many stories
from the High Tale of the Dragonlance.
For in ages deep, past memory and word,
in the first blush of the world
when the three moons rose from that lap of the forest,
dragons, terrible and great,
made war on this world of Krynn.
Yet out of the darkness of dragons,
out of our cries for light
in the blank face of the black moon soaring,
a banked light flared in Solamnia,
a knight of truth and of power,
who called down the gods themselves
and forged the mighty Dragonlance, piercing the soul
of dragonkind, driving the
I am Aerus; PeaceKeeper, SoothSayer, LightBringer. I have been stirred from my slumber by forces I do not yet know. I have taken it upon myself to investigate exactly who would dare such a dangerous mistake.
The first being I encounter on my quest for answers is Pain. Upon seeing me awakened, he attempts to flee. But a being as low as he cannot run from the one who brings Light. Pain trembles and cowers in my presence, but I mean him no harm unless it was he who disturbed my sleep. I calmly inquire if he has any knowledge about who awakened me, or why. Being one who walks with Light, I can detect deceit, so I can see that Pain is being
I'm hopelessly wrapped
Endlessly trapped
In the things I've said
Within my head
All this pain
Deep in my brain
Makes me crazy
Cause I can't save me
This love I feel
I always will
I'm not here
Without you near
I am PeaceKeeper, SoothSayer, Bringer of Light which holds Joy. Pain and Destruction, my mortal enemies, Chaos, our mutual friend. Darkness lurks ever so near. Waiting for a sign of weakness within me. Vigilant caution must I keep, lest I be overcome by Darkness. Once one has felt the touch of Darkness, one is forever lost in his tempting ways. LightBringer I am, I am charged with bringing Light to others, so that Light will shine ever brighter within me, keeping Darkness at bay. I do not claim to control Light, because Light cannot be controlled. I am merely a courier, a vessel, used to bring Light where she's needed. Light made me what I am
Impossible to Understand by SirAerus35, literature
Literature
Impossible to Understand
There will come a time in your life when you will become infatuated with one soul. For this person, you'd do anything and not think twice about it. But when asked why, you have no answer. You'll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do. But you'll never find out. And no matter how badly you hate it, or how badly it hurts, you'll love this person without regret for the rest of your life.
I came to you in Winter
I planted seeds I had that never take
In a foolhardy time, long away from Spring
Crops I had not thought to tend
As fate would have it the seeds took root
From the middle of my heart and up
Encircling the vessels of my life
Entrenched in passionate deep crimson
The roots took on a deeper hue
Embedded on a beating foundation
Pulsating, warmth with life
Hesitance in harvest, a quiet strife
How could I pick a plant no one knows?
Could I just admire you as you grow?
Or ignore this and turn away
A pain and fear in my chest held at bay
The roots grew in too deep
And before I knew it
The way out climbed stee
You make your bed with sheets of doubt
Layered around you, a warmth you know
A familiar hold
A curious web of misgivings
And when you venture forth
To the other realms
Wherein your doubt is unheard
You've brought it along to weave into the innards
And when your ventures are going so well
You still feel alone, because well...
Life isn't showering you in make believe
It's not going to be an ideal sort of thing
An instant answer is not something anyone can bring
Not a thing in this world will make it fine
Perhaps tis true that time alone binds wounds
But you've tasted relief, yet impatience is now your only boon
And that lack of
There comes a point on graph
Of romantic love and friendship
Per unit time of course
Where the two intersect
At this max-min scissor
Is the optimum place to run relations
Similar to operations
Or perhaps calculations
For you don't love them so much yet
That Love's risen away from friendship
But you aren't such good friends
That Love could come in and ruin
It's at this corner that people sometimes find
The with benefits routine
Rare and strange
What a scene!
When you find yourself straying from this point
You just add another heart inbetween your joints
And the love that it pumps back in
Or out brings you to sweetness again
It clings to you
It clings to you
On a grey day beneath the month of May
Twas some other month, rhyme off
A warrior laid wounded
Bleeding to death
A gold skinned girl took his hand
Off to never never land
But that was just the cusp of his fading vision
The real woman was crying
She clasped his hand on her bosom
As the tears rolled off her cheeks
"I can't bear to lose you, please don't leave!"
His reply a gurgle and a look into her eyes
"You don't know how lucky we are." he said
"It's only a mortal wound."
"Imagine, My Love, we as immortals."
Her tears seemed to placate, but from sorrow and confusion.
"Think of how useless it
So we're at that testing time again
Where boy meets girl and she tests him as friend
And as long as he doesn't overstep his bound
Again she'll come round
And he's got that powerful weakness
That all people do
For you he'd be an unmatched fool
Kind of like a personal enjoyment tool
It's not as though he does not know
That you've no interest in such romance
Too much to change, too much to chance
What he cannot fathom is the depth of his own love.
Something beyond the webs of skin
Candlekin nights, lilac scents, red lights
He'd rather brighten your day and not say a thing
Because that would cause you pain; him too
He can watch yo
I am like an infection
That swells your skin with puss
It bursts forward from you
Leaving the hollow crater crust
'Twas once a symbol of healing
But was misconstrued and associated only
With all the unpleasant feelings
It is gross to feel the relieving
And shallow as I try to be
My lance point is far too keen
I penetrate all those the heart possessed
To leave them refreshed and convalesced.
But where was my ameliorating arrow?
I know for friends I can be danger
As it were for a certain firebranded "stranger"
Quixotically, quite jocose was he
But with me he shared all misery
His wounds I did steal
Not all, no
So his friends
It's OK, I know you try
You just drink too much soda
And your heart is owned by video games
'Twas in this statement
I found the end in man
You see
Woman's true plight, subtle misery
The plenum of insecurity
The reason they don't often date nerds
For our heart belongs to machines
Can you see where this is headed?
They know they can't compete
For this is no pigskin that we throw
But resplendent stories, animate
With all the while jokes of cybertronic mates
It's not so far off
Do you see?
Airplanes were once fiction
And now robot girlfriends
If machines ever remove man from earth
It won't be a catastrophic war
That's far too
The worst kind of person
Is the wolf in true sheep's clothing
He thinks himself a sheep
And so do other sheep
And for all intents he is a sheep
But beyond those thoughts
In the urban alley ways of his mind
The dark street corner no one can find
A place you don't talk about at parties...
There is the hungriest, insatiable wolf
And it has a vulture's beak
Black brass talons
But hoof of sheep
Quite the inner monster, don't you think?
And part of him knows
That this beast is he
But he keeps under lock
With more than ordinary key
A place he won't go
Not even to be alone
For it might end
Him.
Under stars I no longer see
I writhe in pain and agony
As the worm wriggles to and fro
I toss and turn and sleep love pillows
I'm growing bitter and unedible
As the roots of a great oak
I hold the soil together
So maggots may shed yoke
And they mate to be free
A pupa stage that ends with sex
Mine shed long ago before first layer's rest
Yet my egg never left its nest
The ill ridden blankets are thrust in my hands
As the hourglass time churns to quicksand
I am surrounded by everyone who is in true love
I feel more rejected than I've been able to know
I march here from the start of the Trail of Tears
And when I go back home
It'
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